The same hands who created this entire universe, is holding your heart. He has a plan for you, a plan made JUST for you. He cares about you. He loves you more than you are able to fully understand. Tonight I learned that I can trust Him, in any storm. Lately I have been so caught up in applying for college, worried about what may happen after graduation. Will I have to live on campus? Will I be forced to stay on campus without transportation? How will I commute? How will I serve? What exactly will happen? All of these questions have haunted me for the past few weeks and I’ve worried so much. I’ve worried more than I ever should. I need to just trust God and trust that wherever His plan takes me, is the perfect plan and the right one for my life. I can completely trust Him knowing that He cares and He knows what is best. It is a hard thing and probably the scariest thing I have to do; but it is all worth it. I don’t have doubts. I trust in God completely.
Some people think I am insane for what I want to do with my life. I want to go to a $22,000 college to major in Children’s Ministry. A job without high demand and very little pay. I don’t care. It’s what I am called to do and that is where I will go. I trust God, I surrender to Him. I trust that He will take me and guide me along the way. Some people agree with my decision and others don’t, but either way nothing is stopping me from pursuing where I feel called by God.